I DON'T DESERVE YOU!

WHY  ARE YOU CONSTANTLY STICKING BY MY SIDE?  HOW COME EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND I SEE YOUR FACE?
WHAT IS IT ABOUT ME THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH?  YOU SHOULD BE DISGUSTED WITH ME BY NOW.
      EVERYTIME YOU'VE PLEADED WITH ME NOT TO DO SOMETHING FOR MY OWN GOOD I ALWAYS SEEM TO FIND A WAY TO IGNORE THE ADVICE.
      I CAN REMEMBER ONE POINT IN  TIME WHEN I TURNED MY BACK ON YOU NOT REALIZING WHAT I WAS DOING EXACTLY!
ALL I KNOW IS LIFE WAS GREAT & I GUESS I NO LONGER NEEDED YOU TO SUPPORT ME.
    
     THE VERY MOMENT THIS SO CALLED GOOD LIFE BLEW AWAY , I IMMEDIATELY TURNED TO LOOK FOR YOU.
ALL OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAKE A## SUPPORT SYSTEMS WERE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND, BUT YOU WERE.
     THERE YOU WERE STANDING RIGHT THERE BY MY SIDE.  WHAT IS IT?  WHY DO YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH?


CONSTANTLY HERE YOU ARE PICKING UP ALL OF THE BROKEN PIECES OF MY  DYSFUNCTIONAL PUZZLE OF A LIFE.
    
      OK ,,,,,,,,,, SO THIS IS HOW ITS GOING TO BE?????   ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO CONTINUE TO RIDE FOR ME LIKE THIS?
IF SO,  I NEED TO GET MY ACT TOGETHER AND FAST!!!!  I KNOW WHAT YA'LL THINKING!!! WHAT NIGGA IS SHE TALKING ABOUT????   WHO ELSE, THE ONE & ONLY, J TO THE .E. TO THE  S.U.S!!!!  


       I LOVE YOU LORD!!!!  I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO.  YOU MAKE IT SO EASY!  I WILL ALWAYS PUT YOU FIRST IN MY LIFE.
I WILL ALWAYS LOOK TO YOU FOR HELP BEFORE ANY OTHER BECAUSE YOU SAID THAT I COULD.   EVERYTHING THAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG IN MY LIFE HAS & YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH EVERY SINGLE STRUGGLE!    LIKE BEYONCE SAYS " I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU LOVE ME, & THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU, CATCH ME WHEN I FALL EXCEPT ME FLAWS AND ALL, AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!


       I DON'T DESERVE YOU!